xin ain't happy.

Dun ask me why I ain't happy. Its just the emotion in me right now. Could be 'cause of all the sad songs that I haf been blasting in my ears. Could be 'cause what happened last night when I reached hm. Could be 'cause of all the stress that I am facing and giving myself bahs.

hmms. ysd after my date wif Jer. Came home oni to find dad on the phone wif mdm khoo, my civic tutor. Hmms. alrights. dad wusnt exactly happy with what he heard lahs. hais. All I get is blames after blames. yayaya.. its all my fault. Not not putting enuff efforts. Even the fact that I wus veri sick during my CT period wusn''t a good enuff excuse. Its not as though I am proud of my results lidat. argh. I am darn disappointed too kays?! Just that I dun show it much tts all. Feeling so tired n stressed out. Parents quarrelling behind my back. argh. Can't I just have sum peace? * xin needs a shoulder to lean n cry on*

hmms. my unhappiness has nth to do wif my dear. hmms. on the hand, I think I haf always been making him unhappy n stuffs. hais. Sorry jer. hmms. I am such a lousy gf lahs. Its lyke I can't even go msia to meet you n you are always making the trips to sg to keep me company. I feel so guilty. Sorry dear.

Just saw this on the PRF's blog. Posted by my hellmate. I'm just copying over those related to me de. haha.

Personality test by name : Doesyour name begin with:

J?You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't always used for the good. ( you could dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game. You can carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long- distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.

truetruetrue. haha. yarhs. 100% true of me. blehs.

By month : MAY*Stubborn and hard-hearted *Strong-willed and highly motivated *Sharp thoughts *Easily angered *Attracts others and loves attention *Deep feelings *Beautiful physically and mentally *Firm standpoint *Easily influenced *Needs no motivation *Easily consoled *Systematic (left brain) *Loves to dream *Strong clairvoyance *Understanding *Sickness usually in the ear and neck *Good imagination *Good debating skills *Good physical *Weak breathing *Loves literature and the arts *Loves traveling *Dislike being at home *Restless *Hardworking *High spirited *Spendthrift

Quite true bahs. haha. =Pp

By birthdate: May 15th - May 24thGold

GOLD ~ You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going. It's hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person, you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.

Yupsyups. TRUE. haha. I just love personality tests that analysize me so accurately. haha. =D

alrights. Gotta go study lers. Gonna mug hard fer midyear exams. =)